How is it that EVERY DAY can make a person so angry?
I recently told my mom that I feel angry every day. I asked her because I needed advice on how to fix it.
She said that I had to figure out what is making me angry and then fix it.
Unfortunately, after some thought, I realized that there isn't too much I could do. I figured out that it was the world around me that was making me angry. Think small scale, like, just this area.
You can't change the world. The best you can do is change the area around you. By leaving the one that depresses you.
I hate this town.
I hate this area.
I hate 3/4 of the ppl here.
I hate whats going on.
I hate that I can't do anything to change anything.
I hate the rut I'm in.
I hate that the social structure is fucked up.
I hate that I can't seem to make my self happy.
I hate that I'm even whining about any of this.
Plz... don't bother leaving a message.
I'll hate the pity trip.